So it’s been four months since I was last on my wordpress blog but I have occasionally been thinking about weird and wonderful ways I could bring it back with a happy vibe somehow. All of my previous posts have been so sombre and depressing, mainly how I liked to see how everything functioned in life, but over the past four months I’ve been doing a lot of soul-searching and finding.
Too many things were stressing me out and I’ve pin-pointed them and dealt with them in the best ways I can. Work, play and definitely. And I told myself I’d be creative with my new remixed blog to reflect my new neutrality on all things around me, but my day has been sooo long! I woke up to go to work at 4.45 am after a wedding the previous evening (Turkish weddings take place between 6pm and 1am, at least they used to).
Now work has started to grate on me as, even though I love my job, people taking the piss and getting away with everything is very annoying to me.
And family. The biggest thing today that ticked me off.
I think it’s time to take more action in my life, move on up and out. I’ve already taken the baby steps but it looks like things aren’t going to change unless I exeunt sty.
It can’t be that hard to move out. I have a small trickle of income and some money saved up for a car which I can rather use on necessities. Get rid of my car and get a ped which I’ve always wanted and it’s one more step to getting rid of what is always holding me back. Too much respect and values for the family. It seems everyone else has got it from an earlier age but I’m getting there now.
Soon! Victory will be mine!
Too lazy to log in.
I want to move out. It seems everything around me at the moment is about houses and moving out. The idea thrills me but then the problems and serious changes that come with it scare me as well.
Boo.
Why the sudden change. I thought you liked being at home? My reason is a small, cramped house where fuses are constantly being lit. What’s yours?
My home has become like old clothes. I’ve finally out grown them.