Yes, scared. And upset and confused. I’m a Sagittarius (deep deep thinkers apparently; I’d say very troubled…). You see, I’m reading things that are so different yet seem to reflect so similarly my own feeling / outlook on things in their current state. I don’t understand how I can constantly trick my mind into telling me, “hey, that’s something different, that’s a bit strange, there’s a deeper meaning to that than what other people may take at face value”.
Something that somebody else has found upsetting to have the same “exact” effect on me is kind of unknown, yet my experiences don’t match these same people. There is no eerie sameness, it is all in my head.
I’m listening to: Everything. Well, I listen to Dizzee Rascal and Kids in Glass Houses. I’ve got a Katie Melua album that most people bad mouth or take the pee out of. Add Paramore, Flobots and Pendulum to the list of sudden impulse buys and I can safely say there isn’t someone with the same taste as me. Not so much a good thing, as it means you can never truly be comfortable in any situation. But I’d prefer to have some things in common with the people I know.
*Sigh* I’ve got a sh*tload of work to be doing and I cannot muster up the will to do so. I just don’t care. But I want to.
