About liiiiiife. Somebody explain it to me? My brother went on about all his clothing stores of preference, how he’s met a famous person he cared nothing about and therefore treated them the same way, spends ridiculous amounts of money without describing where it comes from. Yeah I’m worried, but at least he’s occupying himself [...]
Archive for September, 2008
Uber confused
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged happy, thoughts, unsure, different, meaning, weird, life, confused, family, confusion, materialistic, troubles, head, troubled, conflict, sister, brother, money, generous, famous, clothing, hobby, meaningful, force, normal, eccentric, proud, emotional, envious, jealous, sad, allowance, acceptance, same, stand out, caring, selfishness, stupidity, faults, vice on September 26, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Noise
Posted in Uncategorized on September 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
When there sin’t any, make some. Having quiet is what does your head in. Now to remember my own advice for another time, and take it!
Anger at self.
Posted in Uncategorized on September 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Bash head against wall. Alternative is to bash head in or have head bashed in by baseball bat.
Rinse and repeat for cure for too much thinking.
Being smart is dumb
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged analyse, analysing, analysis, analyze, despair, dim, dumb, hopeless, inteliigent, intellignece, smart, torment on September 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
No I wouldn’t call myself smart, but thinking too much is stupid. When you think too much, you fail. And I put too much thought into everything and life. So I fail at everything. Plus life.
Sigh, when did I start analysing everything. Nothing escapes analysis these days, and it isn’t healthy and it isn’t fun.
Everything [...]
Spirited Away
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged away, beautiful, spirited on September 12, 2008 | 2 Comments »
I just want to comment on this movie. It had “something”. I know most people don’t see things the same way as I do, so I’ll state what some of this something was: music, brilliant animation, believable yet unbelievable characters, the weird and wonderful, and atmosphere.
I could sit there while stuff was ridiculed as it [...]
Linkin Park – The little things give you away.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged away, give, linkin, little, park, the, things, you on September 10, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
“Water grey
Through the windows
Up the stairs
Chilling rain
Like an ocean
Everywhere
[Chorus]
Don’t wanna reach for me do you
I mean nothin to you
The little things give you away
And now there will be no mistakin
The levees are breakin
All you’ve ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underwater
I do
Hope decays
Generations disappear
Washed away
As a nation simply stares
[Chorus]
Don’t wanna [...]
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Posted in Uncategorized, tagged dreams, laptop, rambling, sleep on September 7, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve used this space for so much spam over the (under a) year. But meh.
I was awoken today by both parents bearing gift… A brown envelope containing my nice new pink licence. I hugged it and went back to sleep.
I was awoken a second time by one parent asking if I was going to take [...]
1
Posted in Uncategorized on September 6, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
1.11 am
I saw the number one. Three times.
OneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOneOne.
One
Good people.
Posted in Uncategorized on September 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I forgot why I used to always to visit family, or agree to go with my parents for. It was the way other family members treated me.
My aunt was fasting today. She’s traditional, old fashioned and quite a bit of pressure. But she’s only like that for my benefit. When I was younger and very [...]
